Exhausted!

It's a hot, hot, hot day today! It's scorchingly hot today and I was absolutely sweating my pants off in the office! Well, not to that extent but I was sweating, honestly! There I was sitting on my desk situated at the cornerand there's no window to open to let the breeze in, the door is just way, way, away from me and I'm just stuck with just the 3 walls (back, left and right walls only - the front is open big space) with no cooling breeze blowing on my body and face... My mind is going blank now! The new contact lenses that I received from SpecSavers doesn't help one bit (my eyes are just getting used to the new lenses and the new degree)! What with the heat and my blurry, musty eyes, it made me felt absolutely cranky to the max and just not bothered at all! I was bold... too bold! In a sense, as I was feeling really cranky, I snap and made remarks - even to my boss - which I shouldn't but I did! But all went well when I had my driving lesson straight after work and eveything just went smooth as sail! It was great! I did everything right and I'm so proud of myself despite my earlier crankiness!

I noticed that the puan today is wearing sandals... Hmmmnn... I remembered the first time that I came to the office, they told me, "You must always wear protected shoes and that means no sandals at all times for your protection. It doesn't matter whether you're in the lab or cutting area, you have to wear proper shoes and no flip-flops, sandals and shoes exposing your toes."

Well, fair enough coz when you look around the cutting area, there's sharp objects around and cutters exposed here and there, so it's obvious that you have to wear proper shoes in case they drop to the floor or hit your foot.

So, what did I see today? Puan is wearing a pair of sandals and no ones saying nothing! Well, puan and tuan owns the company, so I presume they are allowed to do or say or hire/fire whoever and whatever they want, but what happened to the rules that you emphasise sooo much to us all the employees? Hmmm.... I'm giving puan the benefit of the doubt... Maybe puan hurt her foot before and she can't wear a pair of shoes covering her tiny teedy toes coz the toes need air to breathe or something like that! Should I ask her if her toes alright?

Should I ask her, "So puan, are your toes okay? I see you're wearing a pair of sandals today? I know it's hot out there, so does that mean I can wear sandals too? My foot need to breathe too!"
I'm just gonna leave it! If tuan is saying nothing about it, then why should I be the blabbermouth eh? Like I said before, they own the company and they can do whatever they want! Once I have my own company, I too can do whatever I want to some extent of course! I'm just a member of the staff, working for a living, passing my time, earning my wages to pay my mortgage and what have you, and all I'm able to do here is just nitpick about it and then move on...

Life's too short to think too much about all these nonsensical stuff that's not even going to reflect my life at all! I'm just uttering hogwash so please, do excuse me! The heat is getting to me, and I'm absolutely going bonkers! Right, before I explode from this feeling of aggravation and irritation, I'm going to sleep now coz I need the rest!

Not been feeling too good lately. Certain parts been feeling sore and tummy hurts and back hurts, so I hope it's nothing life threatening! Must be the usual normal thingy, but this time, it's bit different though! Hmmmmmmnnnnn.... After a good night rest, hope will feel much better tomorrow and will feel back to my oldself - energize, postive, vivacious, sparkling and all the happiness stuff that you can think about! Gotta get this contact lenses out of my eyeballs and let them breathe!...