Just Another Day...

The days had past me by so quickly with just a blink of an eye. I don't know what I've been doing these past few days... oh yes! I went to the Great Yorkshire Show which I will post it a bit later on and been to a BBQ and been to James Uncle's place just for a visit in Wakefield and that's about it I presume... And today Monday, is just another day at work with the same old routine all over again!

But I found another love and no, I'm not having an affair, I’m just in love with a song - no make it 2 songs. Strange enough one is a ‘break-up’ song and the other is a song about meeting a stranger but I just love them intensely! I listened to those 2 songs over and over and over again! The songs just took me to another place, another dimension, another time – well, fictionally! It’s such a sad song and yet it’s pleasing, beautiful to listen to! It’s a song from James Blunt and me & James just bought the CD like a few days back and I’ve been holding on to the CD since then – not letting James (my hubby) get a hold of it – not yet, wait till I get bored with it, then I’ll pass it to him!

I think one of the particular song just reminded me of someone that I wanted to put out of my mind for a very long time! In an ironic way, this song spoke to me, telling me somewhat that I’ve always wanted to hear… If that made any sense at all. Telling me to exclude this person totally from my life and move on with my life with my new found love; my hubby. (Yes Nour! Its that song that I send you!)

Unfortunately, that person had made a great impact in my life that somehow to put that person behind me will take a very long, long time! I tried vigorously to forget that person but that person keeps popping in my head now and then and it dishearten me so much every so often! I feel that I’ve been unfaithful to James even thinking about that person. How can I stop thinking about that person? How do I push that person away from my thoughts, from my mind, from my brain, from my life? It’s hard but I’ve got to make an effort to stop thinking about that person to stop comparing between two coz no two person are the same, to be contented to what I have right now at this very moment with not regrets… Move on for a better future with my husband.

I can never be with that person! That person has disappear from my life for good, for the better!